How often do you look to someone else’s leadership role or ministry role and wish you had something like what they have going? How often does it go farther than that? You see their success or joy or whatever it may be and instead of just learning from them you try to be them. You try to do them. Well if you are anything like me, this has happened many times. I can think of several different worship leaders that I basically tried to be as I was growing up in my ministry. I thought that’s who people wanted me to be and so I gave it my best. And that was my whole problem.
I was looking to what others were doing and who they were and trying to be them because at the same time I was trying to win the approval of people. I was missing the point. I was created to be me. God didn’t put me here to be Chris Tomlin. He didn’t put me here to be Michael W. Smith (which is really good because my voice just wouldn’t work for that many key changes). He put me here to be Brook James. As Carlos Whittaker put it once in a tweet, God created you to lead like you. He didn’t create me to be anyone else or any other worship leader. Or as an infamous rap video from Ed Young says, you be you.
Last week at Catalyst Mark Driscoll said something that made all this come back into my mind. ”Assume that God didn’t make a mistake with you and specialize in what you are good at.” I can’t count the number of times that I have forgotten this and tried to specialize in what others are good at. But when I am refusing to be me, I am just telling God that He screwed up with me and should have made me differently and that is probably not a good thing.
Know that God created you to be you. You are not perfect and should constantly be learning and leaning on Him, but He created you, specifically. He didn’t create you to be the someone else that others are trying to make you. He didn’t create you to be the someone else that you think you should be. He created you without making mistakes in doing it. Learn from other people in similar roles. Learn from those with more experience. But continue to be the you that God chose. Specialize in you.
